Here’s where things get scary… We are now where the rubber meets the road…
The money is starting to add up in my head: $300 for books, $400 deposit me, $300 deposit cats, truck rental, cable internet connection, a bike…

It’s hard to look at these numbers and think it’s going to be ok. Suzanne reminds me that I’ve been broke, I can do broke and happy… actually broke and happy works a lot better than not broke and happy.

I’ve got to turn my focus back to where it needs to be: God, AA, and helping others… well, I’m not sure how much time there will be for that but I’ll do my best. I am actually looking forward to new meetings in the Va Beach area, and perhaps I’ll even bother to find a sponsor.

It will all be ok, and the best thing I can do for myself right now is put one foot in front of the other… not six weeks into the future.

0 thoughts on “Fears

  1. John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid”. James-I love this bible verse. It is so calming when I am faced with issues larger than me or when I start to feel worried or afraid. God is a waymaker!!!! Remember that…and hold it dear to your heart! I miss you and love you!Veronica


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