Hit Hard

Hit hard Can’t stop the tearsStarted with self doubtThen came the fear There’s a point somewhere A cause of the scareAn underlying reasonSome kind of demon Want to run away and hideWish I’d already diedDon’t want to search for clues As to why I’m feeling the blues Does it ever stopEver get betterClimb my way on topOnly […]

Damaged Goods

I’ve talked a bit about EMDR therapy and today during therapy I cried… not bawling, just some tears. I can manage to hold back and just let tears fall, if I could stop that I would. EMDR stands for Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing. We focus on the trauma and then either move your eyes or […]

For Bill

Meet for coffee? Hurricane Alex From “I have to mow my lawn” To “Could I have a kiss?” You popped the question I said yes From the Midwest To Broadway Flights back and forth Holding hands Kissing and loving So many introductions Planning trips Across the country Down the aisle Wedding Bell Blues Flowers and […]


his tongue drops brandy on my lips heart pulses hard, hot, steel rod in my hand trace fingers over silken chest sweat trickles, salty sweet migrate to manhood thirst, hunger, greed… or need panting, groaning twin bed creaking pain and heat, friction so sweet legs a vice around him pulling him deeper, harder tempo, crescendo […]