Hit hard
Can’t stop the tears
Started with self doubt
Then came the fear
There’s a point somewhere
A cause of the scare
An underlying reason
Some kind of demon
Want to run away and hide
Wish I’d already died
Don’t want to search for clues
As to why I’m feeling the blues
Does it ever stop
Ever get better
Climb my way on top
Only to have it remember
Been here before
Doesn’t get better
Time becomes a chore
Helps me get sadder
Darkness closes in
Comforts me within
Doesn’t stop the tears
Just feeds the fears
Don’t see a way out right now
Find it hard to want to somehow
The fear feeds the sadness
Then comes the madness
