Book of Jamez

55 y/o malcontent, something of a writer

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Random thoughts, unsolicited opinions, personal stories, and the occasional rant. I’ve been around long enough to have a few things to say, and apparently nobody thought to stop me from putting them on the internet.

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  • Happy 80th AA

    I was thinking today About the 80th birthday of AA How much has changed from the days of old When they’d lock us up or leave us in the cold Back in Akron is where it came from Two men started a journey a movement that changed the world one alcoholic talking to another one hand reaching out to the hopeless how more than one hundred men have recovered from alcoholism that’s what the cover…

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  • Long Enough

    I don’t know why people are so opposed to physician assisted suicide. What’s the big deal – these folks have or are about to experience pain, disease, hopelessness like no health person can understand at all. What’s wrong with letting them go and finding a for sure way to enable the end of that pain for them. I think it’s a religion thing mostly – the “sin” of suicide that you’ll suffer in hell for…

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  • Self Image

    Ever since I can remember I’ve found beefy, stocky, hairy guys attractive. I remember finding girlie magazines in the basement apartment of our house – they belonged to one of mom’s many live in boy friends. I remember being just fascinated with the photos in the ad pages of the guys with beards or hairy chests, some of those guys were doing awfully naughty things with other guys and that was amazing. The first guy…

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  • Vacation

    I need a vacation. Many people will chime in here and say “You’re going to Washington DC Saturday for five days” or “you just spent the weekend in Casa Grande at a retreat” Those people have a very different interpretation of vacation than I do. In a recent post I talked about when my Ma found my diary and how sometimes I have to be careful what I write so I don’t offend people… but today,…

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  • Pandora's Box

    The story goes the ancient gods gave Pandora a box to protect and never open. But curiosity got the better of her and she opened the box which kept safe all the evils of the world. Pandora panicked and closed the box, leaving inside one thing – hope. I always thought that story was a little odd – is hope an evil that didn’t get to escape? and if it’s not an evil but didn’t…

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  • Writing

    The earliest things I remember writing for pleasure were stories of Pegasus II and Cygnus with my friend Ted, I think we started talking about them in Spanish class (as we weren’t big on paying attention). We had characters that were partially named after Spanish verbs like “Jorge Dar” was a character. It was our comic book based on ourselves and my practicing religion of the ancient Greek gods. It was interesting to try to…

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  • For Free & For Fun

    The circle and triangle of the program represent Recovery, Unity and Service together as a whole. They tell me it’s an ancient spiritual symbol that existed long before any 12 step program was ever dreamt about and means “wholeness”. I was taught to believe I need all three to recover from alcoholism – that I needed to find the program of action outlined in the 164 pages, that I had to find the fellowship amongst the…

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  • Whining, Windows and What The…

    I took the car in for it’s check-up and mentioned that the problem I was having with my window (see this video) is happening again. My buddy at the dealership said he’d have them take a look at it with everything else and get it fixed. About half way through the day (this was Thursday, the day after my April Fools joke that the car was stolen) he called to say it was taking longer…

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  • Making Room for New Ideas

    I haven’t been writing because there are things I want to write about that I can’t post here… and I find that frustrating. I want to write about work, but can’t really, there are people that I work with that read this and we can’t have that. People sometimes take me too seriously and other times not seriously enough. Complaints, ideas, things I like or don’t like I want to write about a volunteer thing I…

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  • Ceased Fighting Anything…

    “OK” is just a better answer to any question or request. No one is really looking for solutions, creative thinking or honesty – they just want answers and results. Less to worry about or care about or try to control or manipulate. Just do the next right thing in front of you and don’t get distracted by thinking or stewing. Easy in theory, harder to practice not pushing back, not saying no or “why”. They…

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